Need help desperately

Hello, I'm at the end of my rope, and this is my last resort. Im a single mom of 2. I have an ex husband who owes us over $180,000 in child support ( deadbeat dad ) and he will never help us. He hasn't even wanted to see our kids in 10 years. I don't know what to do. We need so much that at this point, its hopeless. I've never asked for help before because I feel like a failure if I do. I have nothing for Christmas, I have over 10,000 in bills and on the verge of being homeless. I have no family, as they have all past away, so I'm posting this as a last resort and I'm hoping a miracle comes our way. Im so ashamed that I have to post this. The pandemic has made me unemployed since April , had to sell my vehicle for rent and food, and now I have nothing, about to be evicted for being behind on rent for 4 months ( $6184.00 ). So I'm putting this out to the world hoping and praying something good might happen. I have a PayPal account if anybody could help us. PayPal.me/wendaboo and etransfer my email is wendyanderson at hotmail dot ca ,you if you read all of this, and thank you if anybody could help. I believe in paying it forward, so if by a miracle ,one day we have extra food or money, I will be helping out the food bank and strangers who need help. Obviously I understand how it feels to be hopeless, defeated and broken. From the bottom of my heart, and from my children, thank you.
PS- the few emails I have received have asked me for sexual acts for money.i do not do that. Can nobody help us?